There Is More To Me Then What People See

I'm a teenage girl,
I go on tumblr,
I'm supposed to be the typical teenage girl,
But like a Transformer,
There is
"More Than Meets The Eye"

“Are you as scared as I am?”

“Probably.”

“I have never been a fan of heights.”

“It’s not the heights I’m scared of.”

(Source: quinnisgay)

Greatness

not giving a fuck is an awesome way to live, I should have lived like this sooner

I used to use tv and movies for my escape,
It never really ends up being enough anymore,
Sometimes I just need an escape from the world I live in,
I need an escape from the worry,
the fighting,
the outright craziness,
from all the stupidness,
from all the stress,
from all the pain,
from all the sorrow,

Some days I just want to use my old ways of escaping my problems, it may only be a few moments of clarity and serenity,
But it was worth the pain I went through,
I’d rather feel the physical pain then the daily pain I have to go through every day,

Fuck this shit, is it all ever really that worth it in the end?

What’s wrong with me

I hide under a blanket of insecurities,
I get depressed for no reason at all,
My family life is screwed up but you’d never guess,
I like to cut myself because I like the feeling of pain,
I like guys but I like girls more,
Some friends that know my secrets act weird around me,
I act weird around the people that care,
I push away those who love me the most,
I cling to those who treat me bad,
I have goals that I will never achieve,

My personal problems and differences will always limit me for the rest of my life, that’s why some days it just doesn’t seem worth the fight.